Sunstalker

The entire Landscape is white! It looks so beautiful, all things are buried by snow. A little feeling of silence approximates. The Humans disappears from outsite and stays in there houses. The land regenerate under a huge layor of snow. I love winter. <3

It's Monday night. Tomorrow (Monday for me!!!!) I will go to a School who I can make the higher education entrance qualification to applie me there. I hope o fast trough the application cause I'm not interessted in waste my time for waiting!! :( The first year will be a 6 houres per week School time to refresh my abilitys and add some new! The second year i can make the higher education entrance qualification of business! And I'm not sure about making the third year to make the full higher education entrance qualification! Cause after the second year I can attend a college! Hmmmm. So I will see that bring the future ^_^ fact is, I must trai

oh yeah, its so boring at the moment I have no idea what i shall do! I aren't be in the mood for sth. ~.~ just siting here and writing big shit in the journal. Hmmm I just like to hibernate. But I cant because my job...!!! Need money to survive xD~ FUCK! I'am dependend on the system :0 I would like to be free, to go the ways I want! Break out of this doom loop. Whats the sense behind that life? We life.. we go work.. an we die. And then? I wish I had teh courage to break out!!! :0