oh yeah, its so boring at the moment I have no idea what i shall do! I aren't be in the mood for sth. ~.~ just siting here and writing big shit in the journal. Hmmm I just like to hibernate. But I cant because my job...!!! Need money to survive xD~ FUCK! I'am dependend on the system :0 I would like to be free, to go the ways I want! Break out of this doom loop. Whats the sense behind that life? We life.. we go work.. an we die. And then? I wish I had teh courage to break out!!! :0